Missing you

Brandon almost six month's now since you have been gone,life goes on for every one but not me. I miss you and love you dearly!!!Brandon I'm little angry right now,not at you but a few others I don't understand how some one so precious as you can be pushed aside like you have been Brandon so Mom is going to vent.

Shall we start with Rick or Brandi? Well I hear that they both love you so much. They really know  how to share there love hey Brandon.

Let's start with this Brandon since you are gone before him Ricky Lyle Kent O'Krane make sure that you give him a great greeting and let's hope I get there before,you and me Brandon wherever you are 23 years of all that can be some makin up time.Brandon you and I never said or bad mouthed this dead beat shit you see what you see.Brandon what he did the day you died and the day's following you and i know it was apaaling.Brandon you had a horrible goodbye why would some one like that take that away from you?Oh of course it was Rick O'krane. I know that you dont wish upon his family, but I do the exact same that happened to you but better yet there is no better you are better there is no worse then what Rick O"krane did!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brandi was a shocker not in the same as Rick, We don't think that the three of us understand Brandi  why she did'nt give a shit!!Your one and only Brother Brandon die and not give a shit ?

I just figured it out Brandon is not the only brother Rick went off and two more brothers not for Brandon but for the whole O'krane family that is why Brandon doesn't matter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One Candle Ligting My Whole World

You’re the wings of my angel,
You’re the breath I do not have,
Cause you took it from me,
You’re the light to my dark empty hall,
You’re the tears I could not ball,
You brought me to my feet,
When I could only crawl.

You laid your head against my chest,
You and me laid there at a rest,
I couldn’t be any less than blest.

I want to hold you in my arms,
Running my hands up and down your body,
Feeling your warm breath against my skin,
The feeling of love that somehow got in,
That warm fuzzy feeling through my veins,
No more worries, no more pains,

Goodbye my baby, “will I ever see you again”,
Maybe,
Tomorrow will be another
Day,
But I promise, my feeling for you will never go
Away

Brandon

Brandon this is all i have oh and guess what song came on stairway but we know this was not your song.....................Love you hun      this is all we have love you hun wish you were here I have so much to say and Brandon you are not here I love you hun hold on one minute ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what am I going to do with out you well some you know hey Brandon one minute ........well I am trying to have a smoke with out doing this you know oh yeah all your hugs and kisses Brandon tell me what I should do or say please Brandon spell check Brandon oh you know all yore loving Brandon What do I do know yes father Brandon please tell me???Brandon????? where the Fuck are you Brandon I want you home!!!!!!!ok waiting you know that PLEASE Brandon give me another sign...............please................Brandon you know please......Brandon

Night Close

Under night close
Death rose to greet me.
I turned; looked back,
Though nothing beckoned –
No one cried or mourned.

Scorned by all
– My fellow race –
I shed the byes to empty space, then
Gazed upon the stony face
Of Death anon, and
So chose our treaty.

Brandon I'm so scared!!!

... moving on the shuttle toward death
just as my mind moves over
for its own little death.

El Brandos

Brandon my boy

a young man who said" dad let me get that"
a little boy who sat on my lap.
so many questions like "why do cab drivers wear funny hats"

a smile so big, a heart so kind
the joy you brought when you walked in a room
fond memories of you always in my mind.

life lesson's learned
i taught you, you taught me
to have you back, i do yearn.