You’re the wings of my angel,
You’re the breath I do not have,
Cause you took it from me,
You’re the light to my dark empty hall,
You’re the tears I could not ball,
You brought me to my feet,
When I could only crawl.
You laid your head against my chest,
You and me laid there at a rest,
I couldn’t be any less than blest.
I want to hold you in my arms,
Running my hands up and down your body,
Feeling your warm breath against my skin,
The feeling of love that somehow got in,
That warm fuzzy feeling through my veins,
No more worries, no more pains,
Goodbye my baby, “will I ever see you again”,
Maybe,
Tomorrow will be another
Day,
But I promise, my feeling for you will never go
Away
My son Brandon died on November 6 2010 Brandon was only 23 years old and Brandon was and is a beautiful boy inside and out and truly missed and dearly loved
Brandon
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Brandon
Brandon this is all i have oh and guess what song came on stairway but we know this was not your song.....................Love you hun this is all we have love you hun wish you were here I have so much to say and Brandon you are not here I love you hun hold on one minute ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what am I going to do with out you well some you know hey Brandon one minute ........well I am trying to have a smoke with out doing this you know oh yeah all your hugs and kisses Brandon tell me what I should do or say please Brandon spell check Brandon oh you know all yore loving Brandon What do I do know yes father Brandon please tell me???Brandon????? where the Fuck are you Brandon I want you home!!!!!!!ok waiting you know that PLEASE Brandon give me another sign...............please................Brandon you know please......Brandon
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Night Close
Under night close
Death rose to greet me.
I turned; looked back,
Though nothing beckoned –
No one cried or mourned.
Scorned by all
– My fellow race –
I shed the byes to empty space, then
Gazed upon the stony face
Of Death anon, and
So chose our treaty.
Death rose to greet me.
I turned; looked back,
Though nothing beckoned –
No one cried or mourned.
Scorned by all
– My fellow race –
I shed the byes to empty space, then
Gazed upon the stony face
Of Death anon, and
So chose our treaty.
Brandon I'm so scared!!!
... moving on the shuttle toward death
just as my mind moves over
for its own little death.
just as my mind moves over
for its own little death.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Brandon my boy
a young man who said" dad let me get that"
a little boy who sat on my lap.
so many questions like "why do cab drivers wear funny hats"
a smile so big, a heart so kind
the joy you brought when you walked in a room
fond memories of you always in my mind.
life lesson's learned
i taught you, you taught me
to have you back, i do yearn.
a little boy who sat on my lap.
so many questions like "why do cab drivers wear funny hats"
a smile so big, a heart so kind
the joy you brought when you walked in a room
fond memories of you always in my mind.
life lesson's learned
i taught you, you taught me
to have you back, i do yearn.
I Miss You
No words can ever describe how much i miss you and love you. Whenever i listen to this song, i think of you.
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Carly's Thought
Never take your loved ones for granted: they could be gone tomorrow"
all of my dreams seem to fall by the side like a discarded thought or the day's fading light
but I know that if I could just see you tonight forever at times we may fall,like we all tend to do but I'll reach out and find that I've run into you
your strength is the pow...er that carried me through forever
Your kindness for weakness I never mistook I worried you often,yet you understood that life is so fleeting,
these troubles won't last forever inspired me truly you did from the start to not be afraid and to follow my heart there's a piece of you with me they can't tear apart forever
Forever I'll find you, forever we'll be
Forever your power and strength stays with meSee More
all of my dreams seem to fall by the side like a discarded thought or the day's fading light
but I know that if I could just see you tonight forever at times we may fall,like we all tend to do but I'll reach out and find that I've run into you
your strength is the pow...er that carried me through forever
Your kindness for weakness I never mistook I worried you often,yet you understood that life is so fleeting,
these troubles won't last forever inspired me truly you did from the start to not be afraid and to follow my heart there's a piece of you with me they can't tear apart forever
Forever I'll find you, forever we'll be
Forever your power and strength stays with meSee More
Saturday, November 20, 2010
A best friend
Brandon was my best friend, for better or worse, i always looked up to him, he left the biggest impression on me in my growing up, and if it wasnt for him and his attitude, i wouldnt have grown into the person i am today. I love you brandon, and i will forever miss you buddy. Dan
Friday, November 19, 2010
Brandon and I having a minute just found a bunch and I'am scared
Robin Ehn June 27 at 11:20am
Hello Brandon are you still coming over today??not sure if you check your facebook im trying to save you minutes.......lol
June 27 at 7:52pm Report
i just got home. i would call you but jasper has my phone he worked with us and i put it in his bag and forgot it in his bag. but its starting to get a little late so i don't think i'm going to make it. i will give you a call after work tomorrow and i apologize for not making it today i'll come by sometime this week. love you and see you soon.
Robin Ehn June 27 at 8:55pm
No problem hun you must be tired get a good rest talk to you tomorrow.
love you Mom
love you Mom
TO BRANDON
He is Gone
You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for toHe is Gone
You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your
back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes,
love and go on.morrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your
back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes,
love and go on.
You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for toHe is Gone
You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your
back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes,
love and go on.morrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your
back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes,
love and go on.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Everything remains as it was.
The old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
...Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no sorrow in your tone.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effort
Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was.
There is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner.
All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting, when we meet again
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Everything remains as it was.
The old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
...Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no sorrow in your tone.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without effort
Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was.
There is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner.
All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting, when we meet again
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
My Son BrandonHarrison
Please don't tell me you know how I feel,
Unless you have lost your child too,
Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal,
Because that is just not true,
Please don't tell me my son is in a better place,
Though it is true, I want him here with me,
Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, see his face,
Beyond today I cannot see,
Don?t tell me it is time to move on,
Because I cannot,
Don?t tell me to face the fact he is gone,
Because denial is something I can't stop,
Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had,
Because I wanted more,
Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad,
I'll never be as I was before,
What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
That you will listen when I talk of my child,
You can share with me my precious memories,
You can even cry with me for a while,
And please don't hesitate to say his name,
Because it is something I long to hear everyday,
Friend please realize that I can never be the same,
But if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday
Unless you have lost your child too,
Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal,
Because that is just not true,
Please don't tell me my son is in a better place,
Though it is true, I want him here with me,
Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, see his face,
Beyond today I cannot see,
Don?t tell me it is time to move on,
Because I cannot,
Don?t tell me to face the fact he is gone,
Because denial is something I can't stop,
Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had,
Because I wanted more,
Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad,
I'll never be as I was before,
What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
That you will listen when I talk of my child,
You can share with me my precious memories,
You can even cry with me for a while,
And please don't hesitate to say his name,
Because it is something I long to hear everyday,
Friend please realize that I can never be the same,
But if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday
WE LOST OUR BRANDON
HE WENT TO HEAVEN TODAY.
OUR HEARTS ARE SAD AND BROKEN
BECAUSE HE COULD NOT STAY.
OUR HEARTS, NOW HAVE A HOLE INSIDE,
WHERE HE WILL ALWAYS BE .
BECAUSE WE LOVE HIM OHH SOO MUCH,
OUR HEARTS WILL ALWAYS GRIEVE.
THE MAN UPSTAIRS
PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU
AND LIFTED YOU TO REST.
HIS GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL,
HE ONLY TOOK THE BEST.
HOW SAD WE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE.
HE SAYS IT'S FOR THE BEST.
AND ALTHOUGH WE DON'T KNOW WHY....
SLEEP... SOFTLY OUR PRECIOUS BRANDON.
IN THE BIG GUYS' ETERNAL REST....
HE WENT TO HEAVEN TODAY.
OUR HEARTS ARE SAD AND BROKEN
BECAUSE HE COULD NOT STAY.
OUR HEARTS, NOW HAVE A HOLE INSIDE,
WHERE HE WILL ALWAYS BE .
BECAUSE WE LOVE HIM OHH SOO MUCH,
OUR HEARTS WILL ALWAYS GRIEVE.
THE MAN UPSTAIRS
PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU
AND LIFTED YOU TO REST.
HIS GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL,
HE ONLY TOOK THE BEST.
HOW SAD WE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE.
HE SAYS IT'S FOR THE BEST.
AND ALTHOUGH WE DON'T KNOW WHY....
SLEEP... SOFTLY OUR PRECIOUS BRANDON.
IN THE BIG GUYS' ETERNAL REST....
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